Ideas
- Saying goodbye during a long distance relationship. Have scenes that are fun and light-heartened and then there is just an emptiness
- Having a relationship but you are having anxiety but you can’t always talk; you need someone to talk to but you just feel so alone despite being in a committed relationship
Daily anxieties | (Title: Rabbit Holes??)
Excuse the word vomit. I’m likely going with this idea and I’m going to use these concepts. The game is supposed to feel sporadic and chaotic, imitating how overwhelming it can feel to have some of these thoughts and not being able to suppress them. This chaos of this list imitates how I want the game to feel lol
- Checking someone’s location. Not knowing where they are. Assuming they’re dead
- Check facebook to see if there was a car crash. Check their friends’ locations. Check their families facebooks.
- Someone hasn’t responded in a while
- They hate me
- Or they died and I don’t know it
- What if my grandma died and I just don’t know it because I have been so busy lately? It wouldn’t be the first time it happened
- What if my boyfriend secretly hates me
- He doesn’t want kids but maybe it’s just because he doesn’t want kids with ME and he thinks I would be a bad mother. It would be a different story if he was with someone else
- What if I have been tricked this whole time and he has a whole different life with a whole other person
- Driving
- Road is closed
- What if I accidentally hit someone
- What if I hit someone and I don’t even know about it
- What if I’m driving down the wrong side of the road
- Thinking about if I am supposed to be in class right now? Have I forgotten about class the whole semester and didn’t realize it until now
- I’m going to fail if so
- Feeling like I am going run into the guard rails and walls
- Seeing roadkill
- Trying not to run it over
- Close your eyes
- What happens if I get pulled over?
- Idk what to do
- Do I run away
- Hitting a pothole
- What do I do if there is an ambulance coming down the road??
- What happens if a trail derails right now
- What happens if I get stuck on the train tracks, what do I do?
- What do I do if I witness an accident?
- School
- What if my professors hate me and I’m gonna fail
- I’m probably failing right now
- They haven’t emailed me back do they think I’m stupid or hate me
- I’m I even going to be able to finish this assignment
- What if i don’t graduate on time
- What if there is no parking when I get to Wheatley?
- I’ll have to go back home
- I’m gonna miss class
- What if I choke
- I’ll die and People are going to make fun of me, that’s so embarrassing.
- Someone is going to rescue me and that is even more embarrassing. I’ll have to live with that for the rest of my life.
- What if I forgot to put deodorant on
- What if I forgot to unplug my straightener
- What if my plants are dying because my air conditioning got way too cold
- What if I forgot to brush my hair and the back of my head looks like a tangled rats nest
- What if someone parked me in at school and I can’t get out
- What if I left my creamer out on the counter and it’s gonna get all smelly and I’m gonna have to through it all away
- What if the CAs decide to do a surprise room check and my room and they are going to kick me out because it’s so messy
- What if I smell bad and no one wants to tell me?
- What if my professors hate me and I’m gonna fail